:: Life when I'm asleep ::

:: Saturday, August 31, 2002 ::

I took jenna to college with me.. went into a classroom to get my grade. We were sitting around waiting for the teacher.. she came in and said she wanted to give us our grades one by one, so we all went out into the hall which was a waiting room type of area.. I sat on a bench and cuddled jenna. another woman with two kittens and a dalmation sat next to me. we talked about out kittens, and I went to pat the dog, but she gently removed my hand from the dogs head reminding me that it wasn't a good idea. I thanked her for reminding me, and I asked her where she got her kittens. she said they were left over material from the testing lab. I was glad she was taking care of them. I was the called into the classroom and given my test. It had a big x on it. the teacher thought I cheated. I tried to think of why she woul think that, but I couldn't come up with anything. I left the classroom with the paper and jenna in hand, and went outside. I put the paper in the car, and jenna in her carrier in the car. I went looking for someone to help me with the grade I got, and ended up walking through back allies and rundown marketplaces. I got lost.. I stopped caring about the paper, and started caring about getting back to the kitten in the car. I ran across my parents in a taxi. they were driving the taxi, but not picking up fares. I thought it strange cause they only drive cadiallacs now. I told my father I was lost and that I needed to get back to my car. My father offered me a ride, but I knew i wasn't far, so I just asked him in wich direction to go, and he told me so off I went. I ended up back at the car, and gave a little lovin to jenna, then I found myself amongst friends who invited me back to their place. I ended up in a log type cabin home. That definately needed cleaning.. so we started cleaning it. I ended up in the bathroom with my heavy winter coat on.. there was a few inches of water on the floor, and things were a mess. I sprayed cleaner on the walls and almost instantly cleaned up. I then went to find my friend (my coat was no longer on) to report my progress.. she was busy picking up another room..

:: posted by the sleeping one 6:54 AM [+] ::
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I was back in highschool, and on a trip to a old larger type city. There were big old victorian houses dolled up for what ever celebration was going on. It had something to do with roses and the moon. I was wondering around town with my girlfriend admiring the roses and the houses, and decided to go in one to get a better view. I went to the second floor and went through a well decorated ball room to a big bay window that had a view of the full moon over a lake. I then went up to the third floor, and had to wind my way through rooms full of stuff to get to the same place in the house. it seemed like room after room was just a maze. When I finally got to the room I was looking for, it only had regular sized windows, and I knew it wouldn't give me the view I was looking for. I heard a noise, and turned around, and a boy from my class was behind me. he reminded me of Robert Pastorelli in the movie erasure (but he wasnt). He came up to me, and was standing inches from me whispering how much he wanted and needed me. He put his hands on my hips, and pulled me closer. He smelled good, so I put my arms around him and started kissing him

:: posted by the sleeping one 4:29 AM [+] ::
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I was driving along behind a guy in a car. In his trunk were guitars. Lots of them. some with out cases, most with. He was fine driving along till he got to a long bridge. the bridge had bumps in it, and each time he went over one, a guitar fell out. I retrieved the first one and drive after him to tell him.we pulled over into a pit stop, and I stayed there to organize the guitars while he and a few other people retrieved them. One item put in the booth originally was a thin black cat in a metal cage. The cat was fine, till after we had finished stacking all of the guitars on top of him, then he wanted something. I opened the cage door and tried to give him some attention, but he was a little too frightened for that. Grace from the shelter was then there, and she offered me some food to give to him. and after I put in a litter box, I gave him some food, and shut the cage up and decided we had to get him out of there. So we took him to the beach... cage and all.My sister was there, she brought some flotation devices for us to use. Some of the guys from before came, and were playing in the waves. I went down to look at the water, then came back up and stood next to the cat. When it was time for us to leave, I called to everyone to collect the stuff we were using and put it in a pile. The flotation devices were no where to be found. I was upset, since they were on loan. I asked everyone to look for them. We found two, the third was on the top shelf of the closet (yes.. at the beach). Again the cat had all this on him and was no happy.

:: posted by the sleeping one 4:18 AM [+] ::
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jay and silent bob (played by jack black and some other guy) were with a group of "geeks" dancing. Jay had his hair slicked back in an attempt to look cool. They were dancing in three groups of four, doing some sort of square dance /hip hop thing. the music was tammy wynet..

:: posted by the sleeping one 4:11 AM [+] ::
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I was inside a big ol victorian house with the foster kittens. It was decided that jack and jenna needed a bath. I took them into the bathroom, but the second entrance door was still open. I had put jenna down, and she bolted for the back rooms. I went after her, and noticed the wall paper in the far room was pumpkins. on my way back with her in my arms, I noticed the paper in the room closest to the bathroom was a harvest type scene, also with lots of pumpkins. I wasnt paying attention on my way back, and got too close to the door.. jenna grabbed it like a kid would who didn't want a bath

:: posted by the sleeping one 5:14 AM [+] ::
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I got an offer to run away with a friend to a hotel, and I took it. I got into his car, and we drove and drove and drove. We talked and chatted on the way. When we arrived at the hotel, there was a convention of some sort going on. I gathered my things out of the car, and started towards the hotel. He stopped me and gave me a boquet of long stemmed pink frosted doughnuts, and pink frosted and sprinkled doughnuts. It was very sweet. We went into the hotel, and met up with a bunch of people I knew. It was a musical convention. I picked up a snare drum and started playing it as we went into the room. I had given my stuff to my friend who then morphed into Willow (from buffy the vampire slayer). I showed off a few old skills that I had apparently learned a long time before and had started to forget. We got to the room, and everyone put down their stuff and decided to go out for a night on the town. Willow and I obviously did not want to go out, so we said we were just going to call it a night. Her bed was way down the other end from mine, because it was almost a barricks type situation. She shut the lights out and came to me, when the phone rang. She answered it, and said it was for me. I didn't want to take it, but she gave it to me anyway and kissed me after I said hello. It was a kiss unlike any I had ever had. her lips were thin and firm and almost cold, but in a good way. It was some guy wanting my advice as to wheither or not he should go back to school. While he was lamenting about the good and bad of it, Willow was caressing my body and kissing me all over. I didn't want to listen to the guy.. but she kept directing my attention to the phone call. I started telling the guy what he should do. then I started giving him directions down a street, and I suddenly appeared on it. It was very dark and spooky, even though it is a place Ive been a hundred times or more.

:: posted by the sleeping one 4:07 AM [+] ::
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I was playing neopets and went to the igloo garage sale, and was able to buy a hidden faerie tower item for 2k np.. I hesitated only a second cause I wasn't sure what it was, but once I knew, I was very happy

:: posted by the sleeping one 5:41 AM [+] ::
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I found my self in my childhood home and pregnant.. it was now a home for pregnant woman apparently. I was kinda pissed at finding myself pregnant, as I do not want children. I was in my room practicing for the whole pushing thing when I felt something move. I looked down and saw some blood. I waddled my way to the bathroom, where I had to kick someone out. I sat down on the toilet, and more blood came out.. I pushed and pushed, but nothing but blood would come out. I was getting more annoyed and more frustrated. Someone came to help, and wanted to get some professional help but I said no. I wasn't in pain.. just bleeding. the toilet ended up full of blood

:: posted by the sleeping one 2:10 PM [+] ::
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sometime in the past few days, my glasses broke.. literally fell apart in my hands.

:: posted by the sleeping one 3:38 AM [+] ::
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there was a report on the radio that there was something wrong with hershey bars. I had a hershey bar with almonds. I only half heard the report, so I wasn't sure what was wrong or if they were ok to eat. But like the elephant not in the room, I then HAD to have the hershey bar. I unwrapped it to see if it looked ok, and it did, but I wrapped it back up anyway. I ended up taking it into the other room which had a linolium floor. Somehow the chocolate then melted all over the floor in long strings of chocolate. Once it hit the floor it hardened back up. I pulled the chocolate strings up off the floor and ate them When I was done I realized I was late. I washed up and went into the other room and got changed. Alison Janney was there (or was it CJ Craig?) all dressed up. I told her I was ready and she walked out the door. She was kinda drunk. I told her to wait up while I locked the door. She didn't.. she continued to walk across the street to the elevator / lifts on the other side. I looked through my keys for the one for the lock, and couldn't find it on my key ring. I called to her and asked if she had a key to the door. she turned around in the middle of the road, and walked back key extended. I told her I didn't need it to lock the door, only wanted to make sure we could get back in. we went back across the street to a mall. It was like a farmers market but inside. We wandered around and I saw a really cute dog sitting on a table in front of a couple of women I knew. I gushed over the dog and picked it up. She explained she had just adopted it. I was actually kinda sad, which is unlike me as I don't like dogs, but this one was really cute, and very cool. I gave the dog to the woman, and went to the next shop. The shop owner recognized me, and pointed me out to a few products I was looking at last time I was in. One item was a jar full of capers. her back was turned to me while she rattled off some other items that might interest me. I asked her if she had hummas mix, cause I had bought some before and loved it and now I can't find it.. anyway, she didn't have any. she then went on to tell me about the security problems they had been having. I went next door to the computer shop and talked to the guy in there. apparently someone was hacking into the system and using the security cameras to get passwords and access to stuff. There was a warning letter from the owners of the mall, but the computer guy chose not to put it up. I asked why it wasn't up, and he said - while retooling his system - that he didn't want to encourage the people, most likely kids, who were doing this. I thought that was a smart decision. I then wandered off into another store that was all cat orientated. Cat wind chimes, cat book covers, a small kids chair covered inside out to make a cat bed, and small keychain dollies that were filled with catnip for cat toys.

:: posted by the sleeping one 3:38 AM [+] ::
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I was in the middle of a stadium in the middle of a set of bleachers. the crowds were tremendous and the noise was quite loud. The show started, and I realized I was in the show. I was singing and moving back and forth as much as I could in the bleachers. Looking around the crowd, I saw Haley Joel Osmond almost directly across from me. I leaned back and told a guy I knew that I thought it was so cool that haley had come to see me play the country bears. my friend laughed. and moments later a fire alarm sounded. We filed out of the arena rather quickly and stood in lines in the vestibule. My friend asked what was going on. I said it was probably a fire alarm as opposed to a bomb threat as we were still inside the building. My friend then realized the time and told me we had to go. I looked at the time and realized he was right, so I started to leave. He was shocked and said we couldn't go while we were waiting for the alarm to be over. I said 'yea right' and said I was leaving and he could come with me if he wanted or he could catch up later when they decided to let him go. He came with me. we were then outside in a large city like NYC. we drove down the street and took the left lane of a fork. we were then on foot walking down a long set of steps. my friend wanted to stop for a second half way down, so I started looking at the booth that was near by. it was selling cell phones. I watched the person in the booth pack up a bunch of cell phones then hand the bag to me. I told her I wasn't the one who bought them, she said take them anyway because I would need them. I said ok and took them. My friend showed up behind me and we continued down the steps. We ended up inside a technology center of a school, but it was in quite a chaotic state. another guy walked up to us and explained where we were and what certian things were, as if giving us a tour. We were impressed, and he said he wished he had a certian item. I asked him if the items in my bag were what he wanted, and they were. he was happy. I told him why we were there, and he said he'd show me the way to the department I wanted. we traveled through the school, and ended up on the other side and in the middle of a war.

:: posted by the sleeping one 5:03 AM [+] ::
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I was claireand I needed to save jamie from langonler, who he agreeded to marry since he thought I was no longer alive. I was. I was with my parents trying to care for a bunch of kittens, and a few younger cats. They were a handful and a half and always trying to escape. I finally managed to get out the door and went over to find jamie to rescue him. When I got there, he was defeated and resigned to accept his fate. He either didn't care or didn't believe I was there. I left, but langoler saw me. She readied her house for my return, saying Id never get back in. I went to kennebunkpond day camp where I gathered up some of jamies men and told them what was happening. they started prepairing a fight. turning solid rock into potatoes to roll down the hillside.. but they were actual rocks, so when they were ignored, they would do the most damage. I went back to find jamie, and had to break through some elaborate system across the doors to keep me out. I broke some ropes at the bottom of the door and shimmied through. Jamie was there with the kittens. I tried to pack them up, but they weren't interested so it took a while. Jamie hid in the closet. When I finally had them all packed up we broke out and left.. there was a fight. but we got away. We ended up in a car, driving up a snowie hill, and found several other cars parked in a large driveway. We parked best we could, and I asked for the kittens, cause I couldn't leave them in the cold. I thought Id find a spare room and set them up in there during the family function. My father reached in the back and started pulling the kittens out one at a time. I yelled at him to stop, but he kept on doing it. I yelled for jamie to help me, but my father kept piling kittens into my arms, counting up to eight of them.. and then said, yup. that's all.. lets go. but I was up to my eyeballs in kittens so I couldn't see where to go

:: posted by the sleeping one 7:26 AM [+] ::
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I had something I had to give david ducoveney. I called him up and drove over in my convertable due to the extremely hot day. When I got there, he was waiting outside. the sun was very bright and in my eyes, so I had to move right up next to the house to see him properly. When I did, I realized that while the house itself was normal, the stone basement was ice cold. I said to david that the next time I had to give him something, I wouldn't call first so I could get a look inside. He laughed or smiled and sent me on my way. I drove out of the street that his house was on, and on to a busy street. I drove up towards a bridge, and realized I had something else to give him. I was going to call, then I remembered teh sweating stones, and decided not to. It was very late when I arrived back at the house. David's sister and brother in law answered the door. She was none too happy to see me, but he invited me in. It was late and they were heading off to bed. I was lost in the upper part of the house. I knew that david and what ever made the stones sweat was down stairs. I tried to find it, but only ran into the sister's bedroom. She yelled and yelled at me. the BIL was nicer and explained that david was through the door in the back of the room, down the stairs and on the third door to the right. I thanked him and promised them both I wouldn't bother them again. I took what ever it was I brought with me and went down stairs, where I immediately ran into david with a knit hat and thin sweater on. I was so grateful I ran up and tackle hugged him. We fell back on a sofa bed type item. he laughed as he extracted himself then told me to go wait outside, that he;d be right there after saying good bye to his sister, he then showed me out the door and when he came back he was still david, but also part of my hubby. we went for a drive, and ended up back at the house I grew up in. we went downstairs and had a conversation of some sorts. I was flipping through a bridal magazine and found two beautiful dresses. david/hubby looked over my shoulders and said that would be a great idea. (apparently he was talking about needing an event) I looked up at him surprised, but he took me by the hand and dragged me back up the stairs, through the livingroom this time, and out the door. We drove past the ocean, and through the woods, and ended up at some large bridal warehouse / event center. This place had everything, from gowns to tuxes to cakes to invitations to food to the hall to have it in. I was wisked away by some overly make-uped woman with too much jewelery. Somehow I still had the magazine in my hand. she asked me what I was thinking as we walked down a hallway of bridal dresses in plastic bags. She took the magazine from my hand and saw the one with the white fur first. I liked that one, but I liked the other one better. I was almost a barbie doll type of wedding dress. the cinderella fantisy dress to end all fantisy dresses. She said she was sure she did, but continued to look for the first dress. She found it and gave it to me while she went off to look for the other. I still hadn't had time to catch my breath when all of a sudden I was kidnapped and sold into slavery along with david and a young child We were all white, but that didn't matter. we were sold time and time again, and ended up on a plantation somewhere. Each time we were sold we tried to escape, which is why we were sold again. trying to break our spirit. our new owners used a thick rope and tied our hands up and then tied the rope to a tree. We were left outside alone a couple of hundred yards from a river. I heard a boat coming up the river, so I yelled out to the occupants - but softly so as not to be heard by those in the house. I was heard, and one of the men came to see what had made the noise. When he saw us, he turned around to leave. I quickly explained that we weren't supposed to be slaves, we were stolen and kidnapped (weren't all slaves?) but the guy turned around and cut me free with his knife. he told me to go free david while he worked on the child behind me (david was closer to the river) (oh wait.. some slaves were debters.. and some were prisoners.. n/m.. but still.. ) I quickly worked on freeing david, and surprisingly the ropes gave way quickly from the tree. the man urged us to hurry, while he carried the child back to the river. When we saw his "boat" it turned out to be a white SUV floating in the water. I watched the man climb on to the boat, and it rocked with his added weight only on one side. He urged us to hurry, and I grabbed hold of the boat and started to climb. I felt the boat rock under my weight. David lifted me from behind to get me on to the boat quickly. Then he was next to me on the boat. We heard noises coming through the jungle/woods but we were safe..

:: posted by the sleeping one 2:01 AM [+] ::
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