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:: Wednesday, May 29, 2002 :: It was my job to audit a business to make sure the owner was running it properly. It was owned by an old man. It was a alcohol and muffin bar. He was kinda pissy that I was there to 'check up on him' but after a while he began to trust me, and I helped him run the place. The area infront of it built up into a city, but behind it was still a feild and woods.... which is there I was looking when I saw the space shuttle fly over head. A few moments later there was a large crash behind the trees, and clumps of mud or chunks of metor flew everywhere and people were panicing. I saw a young boy around ten, and I grabbed him and ran into a small house/shed thing... where his family was.. two other kids and two adults.. presumedly their parents. We looked out the window and saw two ten story monsters coming to distroy the town. the boy started to scream and I clamped my hand over his mouth and told everyone to be very quite and very still if they didn't know we were there, they might leave us alone. I closed my eyes and felt the boy and the world tremble as they walked by:: Tuesday, May 28, 2002 :: I took a road trip.. drove for hours in my car and ended up at a huge mall that was very dark.. no lights anywhere. I drove through the darkness and finally found filenes. My first thought was that it was closed, but I knew it couldn't be, so I got out of my car. I met up woth some friends and they tried to convince me that it wasn't open but I knew it was, so I kept walking to the door. I was then inside the mall and it was deserted but open for business. I couldn't help but think that if they lit it better on the outside it wouldn't be so empty on the inside I started out with a major identity crisis.. I was terry, then I was nina, then I was jamey.. It was all very confusing. Then I was me and I went shopping with my sister. We ended up in a huge fight. I think guns were involved. Yesterday I was on a game show. Jane Pauley was the vanna white of the show. and she helped out during the first spin of the wheel. the spin let me pick out of a line up someone to help me out on the second spin.. one of the choices was prince.. So i selected him. I spun again, and won.:: Monday, May 27, 2002 :: I went on vacation to Mexico for some sort of event/wedding.but the dream started when I was back at work for 'the west wing. then poof, its early spring and I had to go back to fix something So I went. I went to the beach which was crowded. Found lost of rare coins in the water/shore line anyway. I collected a few then it was suggested that we go to another beach. This turned out to be a river. I threw my room key and towel down and ran and jumped in the river. It was like a giant water slide. When I cam eto a stop, I saw my mother and my nephew playing in the water. Mom laid on a speed bump but then screamed out in pain as the water disapated and she saw that the speed bump was spiked. I yelled at her to hit the off button. She found it and the spikes went away and the water came back. again I am a man.. I was going to work with a spare set of boxer shorts for some reason. at some point during work, the air quality got so bad I had to breath through my boxer shorts.. everyone else had underwear on their head and were breathing through them:: Wednesday, May 22, 2002 :: this morning I planned to meet up with a couple of friends at the local amusement park. I was the first there, so I bought my ticket and waited on the bench near the carousel. The carousel had a thatch roof and then was under a gazebo to protect the thatching. I watched the carousel for a while. then my friends showed up. Just then there was a riot on the carousel. Some people were climbing the poles to get to the thatch. Apparently it was good like (like the brass ring) We decided to high tail it out of there, and ended up at a home or a store.. cause there were lots of boxes, and a number of fish tanks. Most of them were clean, but one really needed to be cleaned out. I opened up the side pannel and put my hand in the water and played with the fishies a bit. I was just getting to the cleaning part when the kitten im caring for jumped in. I tried to figure the best way to get her out of the tank.. either through the top where she was mostly, or through the side where I was cleaning and she was heading.. I decided the side and grabbed her and pulled her out.:: Monday, May 20, 2002 :: last night something happened know there was shopping involved.. but the part I remember was I was at home on the computer downstairs.. no.. there is no computer downstairs.. when someone burst through the door and was going to attack me. I threw the monitor at them. Tis all I remember. Friday I was in England, exploring the shops of a small town. I ended up in a bar, and before long I was in a bar brawl. The hubster and I won big time and earned the respect of the shop owner. we then went to dinner. Nothing went right for me. I kept asking for revisions. I told the waitor I was allergic to fish and he kept giving it to me, at one point it fell or was thrown on my arm which totally grossed me out. Desert was the same way as I was allergic to nuts. We looked through the menu, and he made some recommendations, but nothing appealed to me. So I asked for vanilla ice cream with carmel sauce. He said ok and went off to get it for me, but returned only with the bill which came to over $1000.00 My father paid it, but I complained saying I never got my desert.. I asked, and no one else had either, but no one else cared... instead myself, the hubster and another guy went to the supermarket. Lots of stuff was majorly reduced. i separated from the guys to explore the sales, and ended up in the back room where security was in the back room talking to some kids who were causing trouble. Some of the staff came out of a door chating pep type cheers.:: Tuesday, May 14, 2002 :: Two days ago I went walking and was talking to benny from LA Law. I was trying to explain why we had to move out of our house. We were going back to the house to say or get something. The woman who lived there was not happy to see us. She let us in anyway. She ahd done a lot to the house. Painted it white, put in columns and molding. We looked around a bit, and left. Benny was still very sad. I asked him if there was anything there he really wanted and he said he wanted the swan cat bed. So I sent him home, and I went back to the house and sat down outside near a door and a group of windows waiting for the room to be 'clear'. It was, but before I could make my move a young girl came to the door opened it, and looked around. She then locked the door, but failed to close it tightly. she was distracted by a boy who entered the room. I sat and watched them talk for a while. then I felt someone tapping on my shoulder. It was another girl warning me that I was going to get wet cause apparently I was on the beach and right with in the high tide limit. I told her I was ok, and turned my back on her. She said ok, and said she was going to go swimming. It took me a second to realize what she said. I stood up and yelled out to her to come back. I explained that the rip tides were probably bad because the waves were high earlier. She wasn't happy but didn't go back into the water. I was then distracted by a woman crying out that one of her invitations blew into the ocean. A young man dived into the ocean and retrieved it. I went over to explain the rip tides, and the woman just gave me an invitation. It turned out to be a flyer to a fair. I was then at the fair. I had to be separated from my friend and I was looking around and saw a ferris wheel tumbler. There were five ferris wheels all connected in a row.and at least two of them had interchangable carriges.. one moved from the second wheel to the third. Somehow I ended up getting in the way of the wheel, and threw myself on the ground and crawled away... at which point I found my friend and was all set, so I went back to the boat. I went to the dinning area of the cruise ship and was told that dinner was over for the all inclusive passingers. I was pissed because I was hungry. A guy came up to me and invited me out to dinner. We talked for a bit, but then I had to leave. I was flattered by the invite, and feeling good about myself. I went out shopping with my husband in the local mill town. The shops were all dusty and run down , and we were disappointed by the trek Three days ago, I was in a middle school play .. Yup.. was in drama in middle school. I had been asked to fill in and read the part with the script in my hand, but I ended up doing it from memory. When my scene was over, I went and watched the rest of the play from behind the wings. The director was in the play, and was supposed to snuggle with the costart, but did so from afar, so looking from the wings, you could see there was a few feet between them, but from the seats, they looked like they were cuddled up. After the play was finished, I got no acknowledgement of my acomplishment. I walked off. I met up with a guy I was supposed to know.. He told me that I did a good job. I idn't believe him, and thought he was going to make fun of me.He promised he wouldn't. walked me back up to the house which was being packed up. So I packed my stuff up. Some girl yelled at me for purposfully taking too much time. I told her I wasn't. I took my stuff to the car in a driving rain. The guy came alone and put his stuff with mine. I remembered something else that needed to be packed up, so I went back in the house, and found that half of it already had been. So I packed up the rest of it and went to bed. WHen I woke up in the morning, the lake outside my window was coming up towards the house. I went out to the car, that my sister was driving. We looked around the lake to try to figure out how much flood damage was done. It was mimimal. We ended up at a cruise boat. I caught up with the school group. and I went to book four rooms. I was offered two super rooms on the right side of the boat instead and I took it. My HS music director wasn't pleased that I only got two rooms, but was glad they were on the right side of the boat. The guy from before ended up hanging out with me and accidently ticked off a school mate by spilling something on him. They too the item and purposfully coated me with it. Kinda felt like a soupy oatmeal. I went to the elevators to get to the room and clean up. Didn't know what floor it was on, so I searched through the paper reciepts in the elevator to find out. An Employee took the stack from me, and told me I was on the seventh floor. There were twenty or so other people in the elevator. We went up for a long long time, then the elevator tilted and we went sixease for a while. It then tilted again, and it was basically upside down, but no one moved, it was as if we were stuck to the walls. When the doors open we got out. It looked like a storage room. I went down the stairs and ended up outside the boat at a seedy beach resort. We walked up and down the strip, then back up to the boat. There were two thugs in the storage room who wanted to "help" me get back into the ship. My guy from before offered the thugs sexual favors in order to get back in. Somehow I ended up on hands and knees and gave an over the shoulder blow job. and the other guy went to call the elevator..:: Thursday, May 09, 2002 :: last night.. i went on a trip with the band.. Yup.. I was in band in HS.. played the trumpet and saxaphone. Anyway.. we went on a trip. We had to stay in a hotel, and a few of us were assigned to each room. the room was very funky looking. My room mate asked me if I had my green shirt for the preformance. I flipped out.. I didn't have one.. there was a whole discussion about what shade of green, and then off I went with a bunch of people to find a store to buy one. While we were shopping, I was left behind. I was trying to find a way back to the hotel, and i met up with a bunch of people on horses. They let me have a horse, and we rode into town. We actually ended up down town in the town I live in. We went into an old victorian house downtown, and I saw someone I knew in highschool.. (although I didn't recognize them when I woke up) we talked about someone we both knew in HS named jon stewart. My friend told me that he was married with three kids and having a good life. (I have no idea why jon stewart entered my dream, I haven't thought of him in years) I ended up leaving the house and walking back to the hotel. I found my room, and it was an absolute mess, like someone had ransacked it. I sat on the bed and started to sob softly from the frustration of the day. Someone from the band knocked on my door and asked me if I needed a shirt. I said I did, and the person offered one of the last three remaining shirts. I was sitting on a blanket in the front yard off to the left of the house I grew up in... a place I really didn't play on cause it was too close to the neighbor's house, and she didn't like kids on her lawn. I wasn't alone. There were two guys there. One was tony, a cute guy a used to work with, another I didn't know. he was the 'new guy'.. he had dark hair and dark eyes. Something happened.. Im pretty sure blood was involved.. so I ran inside and I knocked on the bathroom door. It was where it was located in the house I grew up in, but it was not the bathroom that was supposed to be there. There were a couple of people in there.. and I just keifed the roll that was on the holder, and ran out. I told the guys what happened, and we all laughed..
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